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My Life as Femslut Casey

by Casey



I had logged on to YM at work and left it idle with my usual avatar (a boy
in a white blouse and skirt with the hem lifted up to expose his hard cock
and balls, his wrists bound over his head and his legs spread and up on the
sofa, held humiliatingly wide apart with leather straps) for a while when a
message came in from someone with a nickname I've never seen before.

DaddyJ: No hello, pissbucket?

As usual, the name-calling immediately made certain parts of me twitch.

casey : Uhh.. i would, if i knew who this is and if i could 
        see you online.. sir

It was a habit I could no longer shake off. Any time someone, even a stranger,
greeted me in an authoritative way on chat, I would automatically call him 
'sir'. It turned out that he was no stranger after all; we'd chatted before - 
or more specifically, role-played, after he found my rp profile on RH, except 
he was using a different nick then. I could still remember the muscular, savage
African man who'd 'slapped me around' and who'd 'pissed directly into my
stomach with his (probably exaggerated) 14" cock'. Our session had been short,
and I'd been wondering where he went, disappointed that it had ended so soon.

Once I've apologised for not recognising him immediately or noticing that he
was online (both of which I was completely not at fault for), he wasted no
time before asserting his superiority. He really knew how to treat people like
me.

DaddyJ: What could i expect from a filthy toy like you

casey : I'm sorry, sir.. i know how worthless i am, sir :(

DaddyJ: I'm going to re-login. Message me again then with a 
        proper greeting, cumstain

He logged off. I waited until he logged in again.

casey : Hello, sir. your little cumslut is ready for your use, 
        sir. please let me serve you in whatever way you want, 
        sir

No response.

casey : Sir, i am your slave and bitch in all ways. Please use 
        me and fill my dirty holes with your manseed, sir

I tried again.

casey : Sir? please, i need your cock inside me. I need to 
        worship your cock and whore myself for you

Finally, a response.

DaddyJ: Hmph.. barely acceptable.. but a worthless sack of 
        fuckflesh can't help itself. Address me as 'Daddy' from 
        now on slut, and I can't really play with you since I'm 
        txting on the phone...

I promised to call him 'Daddy' from then on. Just the little exchange so far
and I was already starting to get hard. The mixture of verbal abuse and forced
self-degradation was getting to me as usual.

DaddyJ: Now since I can't rp in the usual way, how are you 
        going to entertain me?

casey : Uhmm.. i can tell you how i'd like to serve you and 
        what i'd like you to do to me, daddy

DaddyJ: I love your suggestion, fuck-sleeve.. but I would 
        like to control all of you. What about the perverted 
        slut sitting there talking to me, are you going to 
        entertain your Daddy?

I think he knew that I was expecting some sort of role-playing, more of what
we did last time, but this time he didn't want that. He wanted me, the real me.

casey : Yes, daddy! I would love to!

DaddyJ: I'm visiting my friend for the next month. I'll be 
        online on my phone 24/7 and I need a good gutterslut 
        to dominate. So are you ready, to give your all to
        me, slut?

casey : Yes, daddy, i would love to, but how do i do that, 
        daddy? I don't quite understand, i'm sorry for being 
        stupid, daddy :(

DaddyJ: Thats fine, I don't expect much from a pocket pussy. 
        It all depends on how much you are willing to show me 
        (pics, audio, vids) and you following my orders 
        throughout the day.. if you want it purely text based, 
        your cell # would be nice so I can txt you wherever,
        slut

Well, there's the problem. Daddy didn't know then that I lived on a different
continent (we didn't really have the chance to go into it in our short session 
earlier). I explained it to him, and we concurred that future communication
would only be viable when I was online or via email.

casey : I can send other things that you tell me to through 
        email, daddy

DaddyJ: Good, cumdump. Now then tell me about your real 
        perverted self, be honest now

He wanted to know more about me. And called me cumdump and perverted in the
same breath. Who was I to refue?

casey : Well, daddy.. i am asian, 26 years old, 5'2", short 
        and petite

DaddyJ: Mmm don't you sound delicious, do you consider yourself
        a femboy? or just a filthy bottom?

I thought about that for a moment.

casey : Outside i am straight-acting, daddy.. i consider myself
        a complete bottom sub, not a femboy, but i do have a 
        lot of panties and girl g-strings. I guess when with a 
        top, i can be either, depending on which he likes, 
        daddy

DaddyJ: Good answer slut. That reminds me, what are you doing 
        and how are you dressed?

I was elated that my honest answer was the one he wanted to hear. And now he
was forcing me to describe more of my filthiness, but I didn't hesitate.

casey : I'm still in the office, daddy. I often go back late, 
        but i am alone and have my pants off and am dressed 
        only in my shirt. I've been masturbating on my seat and
        eating my precum ever since we started talking, daddy

DaddyJ: You sound like Office Slut Casey... would you happen to 
        know anything about that, slut?

What?? Are you kidding me? Daddy had actually read my 'Office Slut' story and
apparently remembered it enough to mention it! Oh my.

casey : Uhmm.. oh god, you have read that story, daddy? i'm the 
        one who wrote it, daddy

I didn't know if he was going to believe me straight away, but it wouldn't
be hard for me to prove it at all. Still, it felt somewhat strange to be
chatting like this to one of my readers. Strange and very exciting!

DaddyJ: Excuse me?

casey : Yes, daddy.. s***_casey and sub_casey are the same 
        person

A pause.

DaddyJ: Do you still take care of your website?

I told him how I'd been so busy with work earlier in the year, and then how a
few other things came up to limit my writing time. I was (and am) still writing,
but only in little chunks that would need a lot of work before they could be
published on the website.

DaddyJ: Well, I'm going to want some proof on the webpage later,
        slut

I told him that'd not be a problem. And then he told me to put my clothes back
on, since it was late for him and he was tired and he didn't really have time
to play with me. I was a little disappointed, not to mention frustrated because
I was already leaking so much and having to confine my hard-on back in my pants
was a pain.

DaddyJ: So when can you get online slut? by the time I wake up, 
        you'll be asleep. When you get off work, it'll be 2am 
        for me.. are your clothes back on slut?

casey : Uhh, not yet, daddy.. i will put them back on now.. you 
        can look for me while i'm still at work, daddy.. It's a 
        small office and i'm sometimes alone and other times 
        not but still have a bit of privacy in my desk position.
        For example, i can be online usually by 1-2pm here if 
        you want me to, daddy

DaddyJ: Oh? That would be fun. How well can you serve me at 
        work? And why didnt you put them on right away, cock-
        hungry slut!?

casey : I'm sorry, daddy, i was too absorbed with our chat.. 
        the clothes are on now, daddy. Well if i'm alone i can 
        serve you in any way you want, daddy.. but if i'm not 
        alone i can still do things that secretly humiliate me,
        daddy

I rifled through my memories to bring up some examples of what I'd been 
ordered to do in the past by one online Dom or another.

casey : I've been made to drink a cup of water mixed with my 
        own cum while chatting with co-workers, daddy. And 
        wear a buttplug at work and things like that, daddy

DaddyJ: Tell me about your sex life, cumbucket, and other 
        people you talk to online.. are you still hard under 
        those pants, slut? How big is your worthless dicky?

As usual, I decided just to tell him the truth.

casey : I have 1 or 2 tops who sometimes talk to me and use me 
        online, make me do those things, maybe 1 or 2 times a 
        week, daddy. My dick is only 5.2", daddy. I have some
        hair but I've been made to shave them all off before,
        daddy. I am still hard and leaking, daddy, since i've
        continued to rub my dick from outside my pants

Daddy seemed to consider this for a moment.

DaddyJ: Hmm good start.. then no point in working up to that 
        level. I want panties as your only underwear as long as
        you submit to me, and to celebrate, a buttplug all day 
        tomorrow. Shave the hair clean. Do you have coffee in 
        the morning slut? How do you like your coffee?

casey : Ohhh, ok daddy.. i usually don't wear any underwear but 
        i'll wear the panties as you want.. Sometimes i have 
        coffee in the morning, sometimes later, Daddy.. We make
        it ourself in the pantry. I like my coffee white, daddy

DaddyJ: Then make sure to add a load of cum to the coffee, slut! 
        Don't stir it in, let it float in globs.

casey : Oh god, okay, daddy, i will put cum in it.

I hoped that the precum stains on my pants wouldn't stay too obvious in a few
hours, because just the thought of having to drink cummy coffee made me squirt
a little bit more.

DaddyJ: No tops that use you in person slut? And tell me about 
        the toys you have at home

I always get very embarrassed when asked this question. It's weird to be
embarrassed about having to admit that no man have been using you for a while,
but I guess that's what being a cockslut was all about.

casey : No tops for several months, daddy.. in fact no tops 
        used me this year yet. I have an 8" dildo, 2 sticks of 
        vibrating beads (one small, one big), 1 expandable 
        buttplug with air pump, one smaller cock shaped plug, 
        one huge plug that i only took once, and some other toys
        i made from before i had proper toys, daddy. I also have 
        lots of panties and lingerie, a sort of leather suit, 
        mesh suit, girl g-strings

I paused to consider if I'd gotten all of it. Well, everything that I could
remember was there.

DaddyJ: Well you need to find some asap. Are there any 
        rules/limits to who you will let use your fuckflesh?

casey : I guess there are limits but i'm not sure what, daddy.. 
        I have to be careful over here

I went on to explain to him that, unlike in his country or some others, being
found out as gay in my country could have dire consequences.

DaddyJ: Well be careful, but don't pass up a top because he's 
        ugly!

casey : No, daddy, i will never do that.. all tops are above me
        and deserve my full respect and submission

I meant that, too.

DaddyJ: ********@gmail.com. That is my email, slut.. send me 
        some pics of yourself, all the toys, and you with the 
        plug/panties for tomorrow

casey : Ok daddy, i will send the pics

DaddyJ: How often do you cum, slut?

casey : If a man is using me online i cum maybe twice or 3 
        times a day.. but if not maybe once day, or once every
        2 days if i'm too busy with work, daddy.

DaddyJ: What do you do with your cum, slut?

casey : If i'm told to eat it i will eat my cum, daddy.. but 
        otherwise i cum in the toilet or into a tissue paper

DaddyJ: Good lord! Haven't you any manners? I know its your 
        worthless boyseed, but its still cum! And all cum goes 
        inside you..

casey : Ohh, i'm sorry, daddy :( Ok, from now on i will always 
        eat my boycum, daddy, as you want

DaddyJ: Is there anything in the office that would fit up your 
        boycunt? I can't have you sit there unused.

Oh my. That made both my boycock and my boycunt twitch. It was hot to know
that Daddy was sitting there thinking about what should be stuffed up my pussy
and how it should be stuffed immediately, without regards to my location or
circumstances.

casey : Yes, sir.. i've been told to shove things like marker 
        pens and stuff up my boycunt at the office.

DaddyJ: I want something wider than a marker pen.

casey:  I've been made to take 3 marker pens at once so it 
        could be very wide for me, daddy. (I looked around a
        bit). There is a bottle but it's too big.. oh, and a 
        glass vase that is fairly thick. Oh, btw, daddy.. i 
        have two of the buttplugs in my drawer at the office.. 
        the small cock-shaped one and the inflatable one

DaddyJ: Then smaller one is now your tail.. if I'm not 
        ordering you to have something up your ass, then that
        plug will be there 24/7. Make sure to clean it with 
        your mouth

casey : 24/7, daddy? Even during sleep? Oh god, i've never had
        it that long, but i will obey, daddy.. i want to be 
        your good little bitch

And I really did. This man knew what he wanted from me and I was really 
starting to want to please him with everything I did. The thought of having a
plug inside me that much - having it become a part of me - made me 
apprehensive and excited at the same time.

DaddyJ: 24/7, don't forget slut. Do you have an enema kit at 
        home? Are there any balls in the office? (golf ball 
        sized)

casey : Yes, daddy.. i will remember.. No daddy, i usually 
        clean myself directly with a hose, i like how it 
        fills me up. No, daddy, no balls, but i can look for
        something similar.. or i can go and get/buy some?

DaddyJ: Hmm.. I need you to use your piss as enema fluid 
        sometimes. Look for anything safe and some you can 
        fully insert and not get "lost". Buy golf balls

Oh wow. Although I've often imagined about men giving me enemas by pissing 
inside me, it'd never crossed my mind that I could do it to myself. The idea
was hot. And then the golf balls..

casey : Oh god.. i'm not sure how to get an enema kit for the 
        piss, daddy.. Okay, but will golf balls be safe? I've 
        never put one inside me before, daddy

DaddyJ: If you can't push the golfball out, you'll just have 
        to shit it out later. You're a fucking useless toy, 
        but I don't want to break you, so feel free to be safe

DaddyJ: The plug is your new tail.. it should be inside you 
        right NOW

casey : Oh my, i'm sorry, sir.. ok i will put it in now.. can 
        i use some lube, daddy?

DaddyJ: Yes, this time.. but your spit will lube it everytime 
        you put it back in from now on

Oh damn.

casey : Thank you, daddy.. Oh god..

I took my pants off. It took about five minutes to lube up the buttplug and 
my hole and to push the former up the latter. I'd not used my hole for several 
days. The sensation of being forcibly pried open began to dominate me and I 
could hardly think of anything else other than my stuffed boycunt. I pulled my
pants back on and sat down again gingerly, this time on the plug. It took a
few minutes to get used to the sensation.

casey : Uhmm, when should i use the golf balls, daddy?

DaddyJ: Right after you buy them, maybe the bathroom of that 
        store. Start with two balls, and make sure to plug up 
        with your tail

Fuck, fuck, fuck.. Shit, Daddy makes me so hot for it. The idea of shoving the
golf balls inside me right in the store blew my mind away. I had to stop 
rubbing on the front of my pants to keep from cumming. I knew how much my
boypussy could take, and I didn't think it could take the 4" plug *and* two
golf balls, without the latter at least going where nothing had ever gone
before. I knew my chute had a 'bend' at around the 5-and-half-inch mark
(pathetic, I know, but I'm a small person!), so at least one of the balls
would have to get past the 'bend'. Oh fuck.

casey : I have to use them along with my tail, daddy? Oh god.. 
        that'd make me feel so full inside.. oh god.. And.. 
        and that means i have to go to the store with my tail 
        inside.. and all day at work, to lunch and dinner.. 
        everywhere.. oh god

And then another even worse thought struck me. I typed the question nervously.

casey : Sometimes i play soccer, daddy.. Do i still need to 
        have my tail inside then?

DaddyJ: At all times, slut. You should wear your tail with 
        pride, you'll learn to walk and sit normally with it 
        in

casey : Oh my.. okay, sir.. oh fuck

DaddyJ: Try practicing some soccer and tell me how it feels. 
        I may be merciful if its too painful. I don't want 
        you to play less soccer. I hope you caught on thats 
        its panties/lingerie/g-strings at all times now unless 
        I say otherwise. It's fitting for something with a
        stuffed boypussy, don't you think? How big and wide is
        your new tail, slut? And what is the base like?

Yet another proof that Daddy knew exactly how to treat me. Calling me 
'something with a stuffed boypussy' was like calling a girl 'pretty'. It made
me blush hard.

casey : Yes i got that, daddy (I've been told to play soccer
        wearing only a girl g-string under my shorts before)..
        My tail is 4" long, cock-shaped and about as thick as 
        my dick.. the base is flared and has suction, daddy

DaddyJ: Tsk. Thats barely big enough.. how is your cock doing,
        slut?

casey : Sorry, daddy.. it's still hard, daddy. Uhmm.. daddy, i 
        hope i don't have to keep the golf balls in 24/7 too? 
        It'd be so bad to have it clunking into the toilet bowl 
        when i take a shit

DaddyJ: No the balls aren't... yet, but the day you buy them 
        keep them on til sleep. Make sure to remember to tell 
        me when you buy them. I'm going to bed now slut, if 
        you have nothing to do, write a short story about 
        tonight, include all my laws. Post it on your webpage 
        as proof.

casey : Okay, daddy, i will remember. And i will write the 
        story and put it up on the site as soon as i can, daddy

casey : What do you want the story to be called, daddy?

DaddyJ: Something along the lines of "My life as Femslut Casey".
        Impress me, the huge loads of my hot cum was happy with
        your other stories, I rubbed my black cock raw

casey : Ok daddy.. ohh thank you so much for liking my stories, 
        daddy! Which one is your favourite, if i may ask? Is it
        office slut?

DaddyJ: Yes, especially the first chapter's fuck.. the under-
        the-table bjs and the gangbang ending. Too bad you 
        stopped

casey : I'm sorry, daddy.. so much work earlier this year 
        messed up everything.. I have bits and pieces of the 
        next chapters but nothing complete yet. Btw, i modeled
        the office layout from my actual, previous workplace, 
        daddy.. i will send you some pics of it later

DaddyJ: Good girl. That makes me very happy slut.

A pause.

DaddyJ: I'll make sure a fat 12 inch dildo fits nice and snug 
        in your boycunt by the end, with your tight anal ring 
        closing behind it

casey : 12.. 12 inch?!! Oh god, daddy.. the furthest i've ever 
        been able to take is just short of 6 inches.. oh god

DaddyJ: We need to shape that sissy bottom cumdump into a 
        gaping cunt for all to enjoy. How else are you going to 
        take two cocks up there at once?

casey : Oh god, two cocks, daddy? oh god oh god... oh fuck

DaddyJ: This my last txt for tonight, make sure to follow all 
        my orders. Make a list if you have to, and slut.. 
        Daddy is always capitalized. I would of let you cum if 
        you did that even once.. too bad slut. Behave yourself 
        my little cum-angel

casey : Ohh, i'm sorry, Daddy!! It won't happen again. Good 
        night, Daddy!

That ended my first session with Daddy, or rather the second but the first in
which he made me submit to him with his sheer dominance. Some of the rules 
he'd outlined for me made me think twice and even doubt if I would be able to
to carry them through, but I knew for sure that I would try my best, because
I knew I wanted to be his boy and that there was really nothing else that I
was good for other than to please my Daddy and to please his cock with
everything that I did.
